I feel like I’m always stuck
Desperately, struggling to get out of this tar
Desperately, trying to break out of these bars
I am my own Minotaur
As if I’m in my own maze
With no thought of the future
It’s just a haze
Somehow, always so confused
Along with my past experiences of my heart being bruised
Why do I choose the things I choose
Even when I know they backfire on me, and let loose
I know what I can lose
I know what I need to use
I know I need someone, but who?
It’s all a dark cloud
All of these thoughts are so loud
For everything I have done in the past, I am never proud
I can never ask why, only how
I stay in t
I love it when I’m
Sitting next to you
Seeing the world through your eyes
Seeing further than the heart, and everything else that lies
There’s so much to take in
My interpretation not to be mistaken
But only appreciated
Loving your imagination
Imagining a world of you
Seeing every bit of who…
You are
Wondering whatever I can do…
To help
Just remember there’s nothing to fear
If you’re wondering
Don’t look too far, I’m right here
Just hold my hand
Because I believe our hearts connect with every strand
Just the thought of it, makes me blush
Maybe I should sit… Or maybe I should take a sta
Reaching out
Trying to forget things I used to think about
Wondering if I will make it out
Reaching for nothing
What will I become?
Will I become a better person?
I feel the pain
Deep in my vein
Not knowing is my biggest fear
Knowing what I haven’t done yet
Is the worst thing to hear
What am I doing here?
Reaching in the dark
Hoping something will reach back to save me
I want to do something with my life
I want to leave my mark
I will do whatever it takes
I swear I will
Please
Help me
Nikki baby I love you
All I want is you
You’re my sacred land
I would die for you
Let me take your hand
I need you to be my number one fan
You make me feel like a real man
(break)
You’re everything I crave
You can even call me your slave
If anyone wanted to tame you
They would have to be beyond brave
Anyone do you wrong, I’d kill em
I gotta protect my angel
They still call me the devil
Even though that heaven sent em
(short break)
This flow is too much
Too much for the touch
I hope these rhymes break you
That way you walk away with the crutch
(short break)
And a crush
I hope these words make you blush
Don’t worry abo
Life is like a thick mist
Focus on the present, focus on the now
Don’t worry about what you’ve missed
Once you’re able to do this
You’ll leave yourself speechless
Wow
Rebuild connections with the people you’ve dissed
Don’t worry about if you’re hard or not
Be true to yourself, Be true to the heart
Or else later on, life will become a hard knot
Hard to untie
Live life to the fullest, Live life positive
Just give yourself some time
To be happy before you die
Don’t live a life of a lie
If you ever need to something to get off your chest
Don’t worry, its ok to cry
For now
Release your emoti
As I dive into my pool to the bottom
I feel the floor
So cold
Hardened and no room for exceptions
I dove in too fast so I hit rock bottom
Directly on my head with a crushing blow
As I realize my faults and mistakes
Something else hits me just as hard
Realizing how ignorant it was of me to dive in so fast
I should think more often than to just react
Since I have hit the bottom there’s only one way to go
That place is up
It’s time to swim back up
Gather myself and heal my wounds
Tell my story when I’m ready
To help others avoid hitting the bottom like I did
A word to the wise
And a word to those who wish to become wise
Ne
As I see the stars in the late hours
Twinkling in your eyes in the night
Hoping what we both have can be ours
Every time you leave the feeling is fright
I need you by my side
You’re always down to ride
With me, no one else beside
We need to add and multiply each other, not subtract and divide
I may feel fright
But when I’m with you all I feel is might
When you hug me so tight
I hope it’s never out of smite
You complete me
Were on that connect 4
What else would we connect for?
Love
It’s what I have for you
And only you
These bars
That HE made himself
Leaving me with nowhere to go
Holding me captive
As I scream, “NO, NO, NO!”
Solid walls
Surround me in my confinement
No communication
Incorrect interpretation
No authorization
HE left me here
Why would HE do such a thing?
I have so much to say!
So many ways to connect!
Yet no way to interpret
If there’s no understanding
How can anyone like me?
How can anyone befriend me?
Why does it seem like everyone hates me?
No one hates you
They just don’t understand you…